My heart is full to overflowing with emotions. I feel joy, grief, loneliness, shame, despair, love, hope, fear, and more. I don’t know if I’ve ever felt so overwhelmed before, in this way, that is! How can you feel joy and grief? Only I could be so crazy! So much was supposed to happen, and now, will not. I want to hope that more will happen someday, but I’m afraid to go down that path, lest I find more disappointment lurking in the shadows.

I am a jumble of nerves and words, so this post will be brief. I don’t want to say anything that I will later regret! I can say that God has revealed some major faults in my life lately, faults that now seem so glaring – how could I have missed them all this time? I know about them now, and now, I must deal with them. Once the light is revealed on sin in our lives, we must do something about it. To ignore it is to embrace it.

I have my work cut out for me, as I purge myself through prayer and Bible reading, as I discipline myself to change my attitude and actions, as I go through this exciting time of growth. Your prayers would be appreciated. I don’t know when I’ll be back here, I hope it’s soon, because I like keeping in touch; I love hearing from you. My hope is that this blog can become a greater blessing in the future because of this time of purging.

God bless,