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Loved, Valerie

It was a typo. I was writing an email to my sister and I began it with “Hell, Melanie!”. I didn’t notice it, nor did she. When  she replied, I saw my original message, and my glaring mistake. What a difference one letter makes! Just the other day, something similar happened, only this time I caught the error before clicking “send”. I was trying to close my email to a friend by writing “Love, Valerie”. Instead, I wrote “Loved, Valerie”.  As I quickly backspaced the extra ‘d’, I realized that it was true. I am “loved Valerie”. I am loved by the Savior Who died upon a wooden cross to save my soul. I am loved by the person I was writing – what a joy! I am loved by my mom and dad (even though he’s in Heaven, I know he loves me) and my sister. I am loved deeply by my husband. I have five children who regularly say or do kind things to show their love for me. It thrilled my heart to count the people by whom I am loved. I love them, too.

I go through each day being really hard on myself. I mentally criticize my ability to be a wife and mother. I beat myself up for past sins and mistakes. I despise the way I look, especially my dress size. I analyze conversations after the fact and think how stupid I must have sounded. I even sometimes re-read blog posts and decide, that yes, it’s official: I’m an idiot.

It’s the truth, you know. I mess up a lot. I’m far from perfect in word, action, or appearance. But in spite of all of that, I am loved.

And so are you.

Loved and with love,

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12 thoughts on “Loved, Valerie

  1. This is a Loved post!! It’s so true. It’s also funny the mistakes that our brains and/or autocorrect make. My mom was writing to a friend while all of us kids were playing “funeral” in the living room. Her letter began :”To my dear dead friend ” Dead was underlined to boot!!! She never noticed until her friend called her a week later 😀

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  2. Ad usual, your post was a joy to read. I see your personality shine in everything you write, and it is always a blessing. Thank you for reminding us with love that we are all loved, because I’m always beating myself up, also.

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  3. Valerie,
    Your 2nd paragraph fits me to a tee~more than you will ever know. You are loved because you are an awesome person. Your writings give me great enjoyment. ~Carmen~

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