Exodus 3:1b ..: and he led the flock to the backside of the desert, and came to the mountain of God, even Horeb.

John 18:12 Then the band and the captain and officers of the Jews took Jesus, and bound him,

Have I told you lately how much I love God’s Word? How much it changes my life? How real it is? I know some people who are ultra spiritual. They never struggle with sin. They never get discouraged and wallow in it (like I do). I’m so glad the Bible isn’t ultra spiritual. Don’t worry, I’m not being flippant, it’s the truth. We see over and over in God’s precious Word examples of people who fall, get up, fall again, get up…you get  the idea. Most of the Bible characters are not walking around in glowing robes of light, singing every word, rather than just speaking. No. They are real.

Can I be honest with you? Oh. I’m too honest for you already? Sorry about that. Hold onto your hats cause I’m about to get even more honest with you! 😉 I’ve been discouraged lately. Very. It seems like everything is going downhill fast. A very special family in our church is having to move away due to a job relocation. Another family has left to go start a church in our town. Almost a year ago, we lost our second group of people…yes, second. The first left a year and a half ago. We didn’t think it could get any worse after that, because that was so heartbreaking, but it did. And it seems to be getting even worse than worse. (Is that possible?) Our Master Club and children’s church have been shut down. It seems we just can’t do anything right. Waaaa!!! Oh, sorry. {composing myself} Enough whining? Okay, I’ll stop. All of this does get better, please keep reading.

Each day, I read a little from the Old Testament and the New. I started today in Exodus. I just love starting a new book! I came to Ex. 3:1. Moses was in the “backside of the desert”. That sounds pretty barren and isolated, doesn’t it? Sounds like a place where you might think even God has forgotten that you exist. I thought, Hmmm. I’m in the backside of the desert, well, it feels that way. Lord,  why is everything so bleak? When will it start getting better? then, I read on. Later, Moses turned to behold a bush that was on fire, but not being burned up. It was in this barren, lonely place that God called Moses to do great things for Him! It wasn’t Moses’ end, it was his beginning!

Then, you will never believe this! Okay, maybe you will. I headed over to John 18, my New Testament reading for today. I read about Jesus being taken to be “tried” and crucified! Another bleak situation. I read about Peter’s denial of the Lord Jesus. What a horrible event! I’m sure Peter thought his ministry was over. But you and I know the rest of the story. We know that Jesus rose again! We know that through Christ’s suffering and death,  we have eternal life in Heaven! We know that the Lord seeks Peter out and to tell him that his failures don’t signal the end, but in fact, a beginning! Peter had far greater things happen in his ministry after his denial of Christ, than before.

I was thinking that the Lord was through with me and my family. I was thinking that all of these bad times surely signal the end. But the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords, came down to me today – small, insignificant me – and sat beside me. He gave me a very special message through His Word. He said, “This isn’t the end,Valerie, it just appears that way. I know where you are, I know what you’re doing. And it’s not over. Not yet.”

And I say to Him, with tear-filled eyes, “Thank you, Lord. Thank you so very much.”

One thought on “This Is Not the End

  1. Anonymous says:

    What inspiring insights! Thank you!
    I love you.


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