Psalm 63:1-2 O God, thou art my God; early will I seek thee: my soul thirsteth for thee, my flesh longeth for thee in a dry and thirsty land, where no water is; To see thy power and glory, so as I have seen thee in the sanctuary.
Well, as some of you may know, I just returned from a whirlwind trip to the windy city, Chicago! Thank you to those of you that prayed for me. I cannot begin to explain how wonderful it was to be at that conference. The people there said I was a blessing to them, but I know for a fact that they ministered to me far more than I did to them. Their friendliness bowled me over, I haven’t been made to feel that wanted in all of my life! The music was so beautiful, their smiles radiant, and their laughter contagious. My dry, parched soul soaked it up and wanted more!
It was wonderful to wrap my arms around my sweet babies yesterday afternoon, and of course, get a smooch from the man. 😉 But, I wasn’t home long before the dirty laundry, messy floors, and needs of the children (combined with my extreme fatigue) overwhelmed me. I wanted to go back to my Chicago friends, sing songs, laugh and visit. But, I’d take the kids with me this time!. 🙂
I’m sitting here, amid the clutter that collects when mom is away, reading my Bible, wishing to go back, wishing to feel that “soaking” of joy and love again. But, my Best Friend came to meet with me today. He knew that I’d feel a bit sad and lonely to have left such wonderful people so far away. He knows I’m thirsting for Him in this dry land. He knows I’m longing to see His hand work miracles! Here are some words He said to me today:
Psalm 61:2 From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed: lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
Psalm 62:8 Trust in him at all times; ye people, pour out your heart before him: God is a refuge for us. Selah.
Psalm 63: 8 My soul followeth hard after thee: thy right hand upholdeth me.
I cry out to Him today, I pour my heart out before Him now, I follow hard after Him during these melancholy moments. He gives me strength, He restores my joy, and renews my spirit. He is…so very good to me.
If anyone from First Baptist Church of Sauk Village, IL, is reading, thank you so much for all you did for me at the conference. God used you to help a very weary sister (me). Thank you!!